Should I make my life more easier and normal?

OK i think it is time to get back on the meds, if you read my blog most people would think that i am a looney!

I am so up and down, little things make me crazy and for the last couple of months, life has defiantly been crazy! I am so happy one day then so sad the next, it blows my mind! As you can see if you read my blog i have direction and am focused one minute then the next it all seems so sad and the world is at my feet and i am so sad and lonely.

I have polystic ovaries and my hormones are whacked!!! I normally take Diaformin which helps with my type 2 diabetes ( well pre diabetes) and my Polystic ovaries, it is great, it makes me stable, settles my hormones and i am a normal person! So NO major highs and low's! BUT, BUT , BUT, it has horrible side effects, nausea all the time, i feel like i am pregnant when on them, Diarrhoea becomes my norm.

But if i want to keep my Friends, not sound like a looney and have my family life return to normal, maybe i should go back on them. I think i will, and just have to put up with the side effects, apparently with long term use, the side effects get better.

Ok tomorrow i will be back on them. argggggggggg

P.S. To whoever reads this, i don't expect comments, sympathy etc, i have though about just making this private as if my own diary. Because i truly do write in here just to ramble, it keeps me sane and i like doing it. SO don't get offended if i do type something you don't like or don't think things are aimed at you or please don't think that i need a comment to make sure you are reading it. But please comment if you like, just know this is me, the raw me, no covers, no pretends and i am starting to not apologise for who i am, this is me, i am finding me and well people will just have to like me for me :) and i will just have to learn to love me