The Green Eyed Monster!

I never thought i was a jealous person, but i have found out i am!! ARGGGG someone needs to keep the Green eyed monster at bay.

The weird thing is I am not usually jealous, well not over my husband anyway. But a strange feeling hit me this morning and it isn't one i am very familiar with, a stabbing pain of jealousy over friendship???!!?? WHAT! HA! CRAZY!

I have a few acquaintances and not awhole lot of close friends, no one real best friend in Brisbane. I have friends in coffs :) But well doesn't help when i want to catch up for coffee on a regular basis go catch a movie. Anyway the there is a lovely girl whom i have Bean friends with for about 5 years, since the girls where 3 months old. She has come and gone out of my life, but has recently moved back and we have been hanging out allot. She has a friend whom she has known all of her life, and they live in the same suburb and have started a fitness program together and hanging out more.

I found myself saying, how dare she, she should do everything with me, she shouldn't have any other friends!!! So weird, maybe i am premenstrual, OR just crazy :P

So a good hard slap across my face brought me back to my senses, also made my hand and face hurt. I don't own people, i should be happy to share friends around. Maybe i just want people to want to be my friend, to need me............. I like to feel wanted. I think everyone does :)

Anyway so i am back to my old self, but weird how sometimes that Green eyed monster can be lurking under the surface and just jump out and scare you at anytime!